i.heart.the.song.and.i.know.it.was.an.old.song.

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope. 

i.get.jealous.when.

1. when peeps got adik beradik lelaki while i dont have any.. they can flirt, i mean, act like her bro was her boyf~
2. when peeps got very close to their classmates~ T_T classmates aq mmng lah close semuanya.. BUT, sometimes we are awkward~ 
3. when peeps are talking dengan happynya in front of me.. duh! lemah betul masa ni.. 
4. when peeps are talking 'bout k-pop and i'm not in the conv~ gosh! ni lagi thick rasa jealous oi~ 
5. org lain ada benda that i want sooooo badleyh! T_T

i.meant.it

i

am

crying

from

inside

of

my

heart

AND

i

dont

know

why

. . . .

is it cuz of this some1?

grrr... dah lah girl oi~

E.X.A.M

lah next week punya week?

ke next week?

suka hati lah!

yg penting,

aq nak score utk addmath je..!

hahaha!

x yah ckp r pasal phy..

i know ZERO 'bout phy.

cuz

i sleep in the class~

teacher x mad pon.. 

tido saja lah~ 

pffft 

XD

T.O.D.A.Y.'S

got jamuan lah today.

i spotted nurin and muazzam together..!

ok, i admit..

i hate 'em..

i mean

not them both la..

the way nurin trying to be close tu muazzam

its not that i;m jealous

BUT

baaaahhh~ wtv la..

i just want u guys to know that

i dont really care 'bout 'em now..

hahaha!

XD

i support 'em as COUPLE!

muazzam and nurin,

sitting on the tree

K.I.C.K.I.N.G

haha! 

no way for kiss scene ni..

HARAM!

stop.it.lah.

freeze!

do it no more~

jebal..!

u make my heart flutter..

cair gila

gila

gila

gila

ur words are all sweet..

x boleh nak diff kau play2 ke kau serious ke..

gosh! 

somebody, help me..

saya perlukan alat bantu pernafasan.

saya perlu hidup 

to

marry a korean guy! 

changed.the.song.lah.guys

bored kan asyik dgr lagu sama from the same blog..?

so that i change it lah..

seems like i had memorized all the lyrics from

JUST SOP by BLOCK B

now i changed it to the very brand new song called

PINOCCHIO by f(X)

and they're all girls 

the song is 'bout..

hmmm..?

listen to it urself lah! though its in korean..

who cares kan?

kau.urine.mmng.jinx

today,

i, eukkie swift, would like to announce

this

that

'I HATE U,U BAD ASS'

grrrrrhhh..

go stick wif ur 

so called boyf FOR.E.VER la dude..

lepak ngan dia..

pegi everywhere he go!

GET OFF FROM MY SIGHT!

i'll be glad!

bliss!

feel like in heaven!

this big fat

SIAL

is for YOU-RINE

am.i.that.arrogant.?

apahal lah dgn kau ha..?

kalau aq x becakap ngan kau,

it DOES NOT mean yang aq ni sombong lah..!

aq cuma takut je nak cakap ngan kau.. =,=

ugh, aq benci buat benda ni dekat blog aq..

but, wat to do..

peeps donno me.. 

they treat me like hell..

i.heart.i.miss.dr.campsite.

hey guys~
though my hands are in pain~
i'll always gonna update my blog..! uuuyeah~!


the camp was ALRIGHT! hahaha! best gile nk mati bhai.. dah la best, nak mati pula~
jadi, itulah yg dinamakn hyperbola.. kan?


#the very first day at dr campsite


i hate the facilitators! i mean, the way they treat us was like hell..
stand in the total heat, eat like super fast (apa, ingatkan kita ni robot apa nk mkn laju2.. tecekik aku lah~)
yeah, thank god diorang kind la juga..
i;m not saying this because i hate them but i hate the way they treat us.. ape lah~
tp, bila dah in midst of camping everything was ok.. decisions (is this how we spell decision..?) are all decided by penghulu, kira penghulu ni considerate sikit lah.. BUT bila fecies tanya "ada antara korang benci kami x..?" and i dont put my hands up cuz i trully and really really x de prasaan masa tu..


#2nd day at dr campsite


ngehehehe~
wake up in the morning at 5.30 and i dizzy gila nak mati..
brush my gigi and i DO NOT mandi.. y? cuz it was freaking cold man! siapa mahu mandi dlm keadaan sejuk? tlg lah.
and i got back home~! gosh! i cant even move my body!


p/s: i'll tell u guys more 'bout it in the next post..!

kau.sumpah.comel.gile.!

hey you,

yeah~ you lah..

kau comel!

kau hensem!

kau

kau

kau

kau

kau

gyaaahhh~!!

haha! aq post ni utk kau tau...

baca lah eh..? 

i'm.not.gonna.be.posting.T_T

yeah,

this 23rd and 24th ada kem kempimpinan~!

huhu~

sorry guys!

i;m not sure whether i'll snap some pics or not while i;m there..

teacher dont allow me to bring camera!

AND

mobile phone!

BUT

i, eukkie swift, DONT CARE AT ALL!

kyahahahaha~!!

i;ll bring the phone but not the camera lah eh..

SO

i'll snap through my phone lah~

thanks.to.u.guys.!

thanks to my mum who bought this for me, my father who chose this bag for me and my sis who gave it to me 

*i'll always use it!*

:)

thanks to CKAisyifa' who gave this to me! kekekeke~ donno where to put it~ but i;ll keep it! 

:)

thanks to syifha who gave this to me~ hehehe~

pagi2 tu dah nmpk dah pembalut dia sbb i korek her bag 

tp, i expect a COCOPIE but no.. T_T

nurin la yg gave bende ni! bukan nak bagi kad! ish~
BUT
thanks to her i know the phrase
'tgn yg memberi lebih baik dri yg menerima'
:)

haha! thanks to my fan of course~! :P
yeah! i'm dongho's~ >,<

my sis CKA Solihah yg gave this to me~!
i HEART chocolate! 
:)

thanks to Hedi Ao who gave this to me...!
hey, bagi je lah kotak dia skali! hahaha! 
jkjkjk

a.super.great.fat.huge.THANK.YOU.!

ngehehehe~ 

today is my birthday lah..! 

i'd like to thank everyone yg wish me 'happy birthday'

or 

HB:)

or

saengil chukka chingu

or 

selamat hari jadi

all those things yg u all wish to me..

i appriciate

(lupa lah guane nak spell)

SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT_SGT

kekekeke~

even strangers yg wish,

or kawan-yg-x-penah-tgk wish,

chat friend wish,

other k-pop fan yg wish.

i.eukkie swift,will always reply! 

and i did reply to u all rite?

 p/s: the official 'tahnk you' will be tomorrow! i;ll show u guys the pic of those presents i got and even a card~  ngehehehe~ wait for it..!

photography.punya.sesi.today.

ah~

the photography punya sesi kinda dah habis today..

but,

tomorrow ada lagi,

and today it was my class's

i envy those classes who actually brought something with 'em during the class's shooting

i thought we just have to show some informal post

but.

the're some classes that brought along the ballons with their class's name written on it~! T_T

hmm.. maybe next year lah eh.. for the candid picture..

i just shoot a smile for the formal pic

and a smile + a peace sign for my candid

i should have done more! 

i mean, do something that is sooo not cute!

like kembangkan hidung~ hahaha! XD a girl do that and its gonna be soo weird~!

but

WHO CARES rite? 

tomorrow.is.my.birthday.lah.~

yes!


and, a happy birthday to me~ happy birthday to me~


kekeke~ but, i dont wanna end up like usop in the movie kak limah tu..
haish! bala.. bala.. =P


well, i do watch malay movies sometimes.. but they're all soo bored and nonsense lgsg lah~ buat apa nak tgk...
tgk kshow baru ok man! =D

omona.pinocchio.is.out

for those who dont really know k-pop..


and u guys musnt't know f(x) kan.. so, imma post the mv later lah eh..? 
lemmie listen to 'em!
imma check out the MV as well at allkpop.com


lets ALLKPOPING friends! =P

a.big.fat.SORRY.

sorry for not to update my blog yesterday.


YESTERDAY


it was soooo exhausting + sooo much tense + kekenyanagn yg terexcessive


-the exhausting part was when me followed my parents everywhere they go~
-the tense part was, i didn't do my h/w and i have got to lie to my teacher today.. fortunately (?) that teacher didnt come to our class today, of course, makes me feel soo much releif (?) when i got home i pray, salin jadual and tidur! no time for h/w lah.. as my body can take it no more~
- kekenyangan yang terexcessive was when my father brought us, one family, to this arabic restaurant~ and i was like 'how do i eat the whole chicken?!' fortunately, my father asked the handsome waiter what suits us.. and he suggested a set that costs 300++ and my father said "ok then, we'll have that!" and we as one family bertungkus-lumus to finish the set and got off! poof~ x bayar!=P pfft, x kan lah! bayar lah oi~


TODAY


it was an excited day! kekekeke~ my b'day is just around the corner! anticipated (?) ni! 


-i got this cuteeee beg from my mother as present u know! i will upload the pic later~ =P
- i got this sweeet white choco my sis bought from beryl's for me! huargh~ i;m a chocolate lover lah! 
-and i wish to receive a BEAR for my b'day present lah~ can someone give me..? the SUPER BIG one eh?! and i wish to have u-kiss's VOL.1 album! ugh~ if only i can have them! :'(
- i won this so called prize =,= (its a plastic model of kapal terbang lah~)
- i date with my parents at Tea Pot Jeli (kot lah nama dia) at SACC Mall *at this time, my sis ada hal kat CAMBRIDGE, dia nak blaja sgt BI, so we accompany her lah!)


p/s: its not the end of the day yet~ so, imma continue later k? daaa~

cute.sgt.sgt.sgt.sgt!

baby dongho (u-kiss) is playing with animal statues~ 

kekeke~ loving the 2nd pic..! 

omo~ dongho ssi, u dont look like my oppa

instead u look like a dongsaeng for me..! 

>.< 

k-pop.is.wide

hmmm..

meh sini nak bagi advice sikit,

u guys love k-pop but u guys dont support 'em like k-pop fan does..

wae? wae? 

biaq p la depa nak minat sapa-sapa,

yang hang kecoh apa pasai. 

hekeleh~ 

ha lah, aq tahu la hang minat sangat ngan bias hang tu,

sampai kawan hang pon hang nak marah apa pasai?

yalah, kwn hang tu pon minat bias hang jugak~ 

TAPI

dia ada hak nak minat yang lain jugak..

hang pon kalau hang tgk vids new-bias kwn hang tu, hang minat gak kat depa,

kecoh na~

gelabah kot!

imma.change.the.song.ok?

haha~ aku ushar jugaklah blog aku hari-hari

just in case ada spelling mistakes

or 

grammar mistakes

or

things-that-make-ppl-hurt mistakes

by then, aku dah hafal dah lagu 'love song' by big bang ni

so that,

imma change the song! yey! 

yelah, bagi nafas baru pula ya pada u all kan..? kan..? kan.?

 and the new song is JUST STOP by Block B

(which is my drug now) 

what.the.heck!

the one who's on top is taewoon (coed) an his brother (below) is zico from Block B

the first time i saw the article and i was like 'is this for real?!'

i google-ed for more info and to make it confirm.. 

and it was real! 

the conclusion is:

THEY'RE BROTHERS 

(if i;m not mistaken, or if i am, i will delete this post so there will be no rumors but i;m quite sure lah~)

p/s: both are my bias! >,< and i think Zico resembles JunHyung from b2st~ they're quite alike~

there u go, quite alike kan..? judge it urself~ :P

morning =]

hey guys~ morning..! 
actually, this morning i woke up at 6.15 am 
do some prayer + read al-quran 
later, pegi bedroom..
then, read some pages from a novel
and i sleep till 10.00 am
then, read novel lagi.. 
actually s'pose to have tuition la pagi ni, BUT abah n umi outing and i dont know where are they..
i'm quite bliss when tuition is not around~ kekekeke~!! enjoy maaa~ 
and what i;m doing now are on9 FB, updating the blog and monitoring k-pop's progress through allkpop.com


*hey, u guys should visit allkpop.com sometimes! kekeke~ :P

to.all.k-pop.fans

dont be sad if ur bias dont win on

music core

or

inkigayo

dont be sad if ur bias dont get to be the top

dont get mad when ur bias didnt do well

stay positive by believing in these reasons:

1. they will have more experiences  from every perfomances they did

2.they will always learn from their mistakes 

3. they're tired for too many schedules so they make mistakes 

4. oneday they will be on TOP and will ALWAYS WIN!

hey.i.like.u.the.most!

 i cant help but fall in love with u IU ssi~

i know i'm a girl.. 

a girl shouldn't love other girl..

T_T

if only i was a boy~ 

if only i was korean~ 

mesti selalu terserempak u kan IU ssi..? 

haaaaa~ 

sbb u lah i always question 'bout my gender.. 

 p/s: i know i had posted this on my blog before, but, i cant help it! T_T

i.hate.it.when

1.someone put their CLOSE-UP face as his/her default..! it was like u are showing off ur pimples and things on ur face's surface lah oi..! so, stop la buat aku rasa menyampah nak bukak profile ko~


2. someone who spells 'saya' as 'caye' and the words are like manja-manja.. ugh! tlg la~ make it the real BM x boleh ke..? yela~ i admit la yg mine pon eja bukan yg real BM even BI pon, but, P.L.E.A.S.E lah, i hate to read it though i understand it! kalau BR (bahas rempit) tu lgsg x boleh nak faham lah~!


3. someone wear make up thick-thick like seriously~ ish, u are actually not showing the beauty of ur face but u are actually showing off ur UGLY side of ur face! the make-ur-eyes-looks-prettier-and-bigger thing, the make-ur-eyelashes-looks-even-longger things and the make-ur-chick-looks-red things are actually USELESS! so, P.L.E.A.S.E.again.. show ur natural beauty! be confident of urself! ALLAH made u like that, appriciate it then.. yeah2! maybe u said that 'alah! kau muka dah ok, boleh la nak show off!'. that is soo not true guys, i;m not that beauty myself and I DONT WEAR MAKE UPs(?) and also I LIVE LIKE MAKE-UP-PEOPLE LIVE, and people around me love (well i guess so) me! 

the.happy.moment.is.when.

1. u talk to someone u never talk to before~ and today i chat not talk with this two not-so-close-friends of mine dekat FB. and by that time i talk to myself  "ah~ they're not as bad as u thought la oi~" and i continue chatting with 'em till the end.


2. is when.. i dont know~ is it when i fools around..? yeah~ the crazy side of mine.. limited edition lah~ tiada di sekolah! 


3. is when.. someone cmmnt ur past-past-past-past-past-status.. haha! its hilarious lah~ kekekeke.. but, do i spell hilarious correctly? as i told yah,, i'm not a suitable candidate in SIR~

me.fooling.around

kekeke~ me always fooling around..! 


1. a stab myself with a hanger and i said to my mom "umi! its bleeding..!" and my mom was like =,= and i pull out the hanger from my body and i said "umi! its fatal..!! help~!!" and my mom said "i cant see blood.." then i said "fine~ i'm bleeding.. by the time u look at me i am probably dead~" and my mom said "dont fool around lah~ hanger je pon.." and my lil' sis who act as audience was like "ahhh~" with her o-shape-mouth~


2. saya berjaya langkah 4 ANAK TANGGA SEKALIGUS masa saya naik tangga and i shout "YEAAAHHH~!!" and my father was like "hahaha~! syuhada.. u are form 4 lah.. apa tadi tu..?" and i said "its a record la abah.. i never langkah 4 anak tangga before.." 


*yeah~ that's all lah yang saya fool around today.. kalau ada lagi, i'll make sure to tell u guys~ ^^*

blogging.. i'm loving it!

i'm sorry if i dont really update my blog in the future

AND

i'm sorry for always updating my blog

AND

i hope that u ppl won't get bored reading my blog as it's all 'bout my life 

AND

a special thanks to my mom who willing to check out my blog even if she's tired 

AND

THANK_YOU 

for reading my blog

i want F&N la..!

wah~ wassup with the title meh..? 
kisah dibawah menceritakan perkara disebalik tabir ya~


AT SCHOOL kan.. uhm, this guy, well, imma call him A la eh..
ok, this A cant stop tease me with this boy's name. and i was like 'who the hell is that?! =.='
haha! no lah.. i know lah the boy~ but the thing is that, kenapa name that guy juga lah yg tekeluor  dari mulut this A eh? whenever aku lalu sebelah this A guy dia jerit to me '******' (the number of the stars is not specific to the boy's name. so dont try to count it or else u'll go longsightedness *i dont know if i spell it correctly, i;m suck at it*)
the conclusion is i want F&N lah~! 


p/s: that guy dah ada org suka lah! and she's my friend.. i wouldn't dare to curi him from her~ 

eukkie.the.chronicle

should i change the title?? ok! next time i will~ ^^ 

eukkie the chronicle

eukkie the chronicle

eukkie.the.chronicle

ah~ today, such an ugh day~! T_T
again, i, eukkie swift, humiliating myself..! grrr...! when would i stop doing this to myself..??! 
nah.. its not really a bad day though.. look, these are what had happened today:


1# masa pembentangan utk Bio, i got this SUPER-NERVOUS feeling.. dah la the day before aku jatuh kat tangga and today GELABAH MASA PEMBENTANGAN pulak dah~ haiya! 


2# i ate ice-cream burger (yeke namanya tu..? biarlah.. its something like we eat the roti with ice-cream la..) with my father lepas abah habis solat Jumaat.. kekeke~ mesti nak buat sama2 dgn hubby me lah besar nanti! =P


3# saya tak buat task saya as a prefect lah today..! kekeke~ i did la, tp x perfect lgsg~ ronda blog je kot tp x jaga tangga! alah~ muazzam pon x buat..! *erh, sorry ketua skuad! sorry cikgu!*


4# Nadz kata ramai org nak tahu siapa 'CHE KU' the q is, am i that hot?? or its just cuz of my name? *alah2! perasan btollah!*


5# today, ada orang pandang me like nk mkn saja! ugh.. annoying betul! dah lah lalu depan kita then dia stare kite mcm kite ni mangsa dia.. =,= 

eukkie.the.chronicle

i wanna BOMB jb's concert sooo badleyh..! 


why is it on 21st of april.. and obviously, its my birthday la..!
 *mcm la bieber.. ugh, viever tu tau je b'day aku ni bila, but.. WTH la kan.. haiya2~*


p/s: this post meant no harm.. for those who really love justin bieber like crazy i advice u guys, GO GET A LIFE. loving bieber is such a waste.. 


continue lagi.. OK2, i know lah kan yg loving korea pon such a waste. but by buying their concert's ticket is a waste as well as beli ticket concert bieber.. apa saja korang dapat di sana nnti..? super-hot atmosphere ada lah..

eukkie.the.chronicle

I'M SORRY.. UMMI~

i know i was wrong for treating u like that and i regret now

kalaulah masa boleh undur balik.. 

saya harap, i could wake up untuk solat zohor when u told me to wake up.. 

BUT,

i push u away just like that, i said things a child mustn't say to a mother..

i know it hurts u BUT i dont really care..

AND I REGRET WHAT I HAD DONE TO U TODAY 

MOM, FORGIVE ME FOR BEING SO HARSH ON YOU~

eukkie.the.chronicle

3 things a girl won't ever want it to be happening at school are: 


#1 do something that they are just going to do it alone anywhere without being seen by a guy at school
#2 fell on the stairs and seen by a guy 
#3 shows her face while she was eating voraciously in front of a guy


*unfortunately these things happened on me masa kat new school T_T  jebal~ where do i hide my face then?? memalukan betullah..!* 

eukkie.the.chronicle

there's a girl. who loves u so much

There's a girl. Who can't even say I love you. 

By your side I put my hand out and 

at a path were you can always reach me 

I, who cherishes you more than myeslf, am with you. 

For the thousandth time I swallow and again for ten thousandth time I try to set 

everthing straight. I want to tell you. I think I'm going to go insane but. 

I want to embrace you all at one but... 

There's a boy, who doesn't know I'm like this. 

Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love. 

Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad, 

At this moment tears come but I'm happy. 

It's because you're by my side.

P/S: i wish i wasn't her~ mmng bukan pon..! =P

eukkie.the.chronicle

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away

And I was standing blankly

I don’t have anything left any more

I thought about giving up everything, but

I am standing up again

Even today step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this

A fear constantly comes

I’m hesitating but

Deep inside my heart

There’s an unstoppable beating

that drags me forward

Even today step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

Even today step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day

[KIM SOO HYUN -DREAMING]

eukkie.the.chronicle

"I hope Pinocchio was a doll forever. I wish Sleeping Beauty would sleep forever. And I wish that Peter Pan was an old man. Sorry, that’s too good to be true."

-U-Kiss: Alexander

 

eukkie.the.chronicle

eukkie.the.chronicle

its 'bout my life kan? kan? kan?

ok~ today i did my task as a prefect-to-be.. and guess what?? its totally booooorrriiinnggg~ 

these are something 'bout my life today~ :

1. saya buat tugas saya with a boy and a girl prefects.. and it was a total bored! they treat me like i'm INVISIBLE ==

2. all of the pengawas and the pengawas-to-be were gathered by the teacher to talk about the upcoming camp (23/4/2011) DAN.. its a MUST utk semua pengawas-to-be!! 

* i ask my mom 'bout it and she said 'YES'* (meaning that i must go lah.. = = )

eukkie.the.chronicle

HEY GUYS~ I'M BACK AGAIN~ 

i deleted by blog (before i create this) and i intend to make this blog the story of my life~ 

hmm... yeah, some people may use blog as the medium to express their feelings, same goes to me here.. imma express my feeling~ kekeke~

check out more of my post eh..? :) 

THANK_YOU