unusual.=.='

i never listen to a song 

this pretty too much,,

and the song is ur fav ones

i never keep a picture 

for too long

and the picture portrayed you,,

i never thought of someone

this lil' too much

and that someone

IS YOU

i wish to stand before u and say that

"I HEART YOU WITH ALL MY HEART"

tired of thinking those bad thoughts

'youre someone's?'

'you dont like me?'

tahelllll are those?!

imma think of bad thoughts no more

treat me

entertain me

like u did before

ring me

write to me

i miss those

sooooo badleyh. 

duh. i hate love poems

but u forced me to

grrrhh.. 

p/s: not gonna edit this into colours. cuz my heart is dull. =.=

problematic.me.

1. i like someone who dont show any sign that  he'll like me back.

- this one is like seriously! :'(

2. i dont really know my personality. *like this, like lalang, u know..? pffft~*

- jyeah. this case is soooo bad. me need to consult a psychologist (?)

3. me just follow what my parents told me to. *wah~ considerate sgt sampai x fikir diri sndiri ni~*

- syg parents lah oi! they even pay for our spend-er <---- this word. hahaha! XD

= ohoh~ tu je lah top 3. =]

uh-oh

SAYA DAH X DEK IDEA DAH LAH! >.<''

lips.print.

and she just leave it here.

this.is.for.boys.out.there.

try.lah.!

oh yeah?! tipu2! kalau like this. heaven-nya!

life.is.like.this.

when.i.do.something.i.was.like.

i.loike.sgt.

but

the way the person spells 

'SARANGHAE' 

is sooooo wrong! 

>,<

i.sigh.like.seriously.cuz.of.this.

kan? sad kan? 

T_T 

cool.banget.ni.!.saya.like.it.!

found this vid. 

kekekeke~

freaking.love.this.song.!

meet my girlf IU!

pffft~ mana ada lah..

love this song because kene kat btg hidung sndiri~

and and and and

IU ssi the girl in the vid of course..

is my MAJOR BIAS! 

>,<

now.i.had.just .realized.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can  never have them.

I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough.

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be.

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

p/s: ayat last tu yg menjadi esset (?) 

GOSH! YES I LIKE YOU~ 

try.to.beat.them.if.u.dare.

cool dance and nice vocal!

that's k-pop~

can u beat them?

noway!

memang.sampah

eeuuww~

ok some people bahasakan diri diorang dgn couple diorang

b-hunn

syg-b

what's up with the latter 'b' is it stand for BABI or something?

grrrhh

and now..

here comes a new trend!

hubby-wife

dy-ma

wth?!

u guys pon belom even married yet! 

wake up la dudes out there!

ok gak kalau guna yg unik sikit 

such as:

namja-yongja

lala-lulu

kau-aku

or relate with something like 'tapak-kasut' ke?

hmm.. watsoever la kan

but not THOSE ROMANCE2 words lah..

puhlease! geli aq membacanya~ =,=

olala.nah.actually.its.sad. ='(

freak~ =,=

gosh.gosh.gosh.!

i just wanna tell u guys yg

SAYA DAH TAHU HOW TO STYLE MY SHAWL!!

ok

recently i just style it loosely

but now

bila dah watched byk video Hana Tajima

now i know

ho to wear shawl like properly~

Arigato~ Hana Tajima ssi~ ^.~

woah,, the phrase was mixed with Japanese and Korean lah.. 0.o

p/s: ok, apatah point aq post ni. but, today paper sejarah (it runs smoothly w.out pening2) and +math (aduh, ini saya x sempat bacalah! adoyai~ suka hatilah! akhir tahun imma pass it with flying colours (warna terbang) pffft~)

DO.YOU.KNOW.? 0.o

DO U KNOW?

it was pricles who bulid Acopolis

it was build to remember the day he escaped from the Persian Empire

in the Acopolis,

there got cinema, temple and also

PARTHENON where Goddess of Athena's statue was located

omo~! 

i am being sejarah geek..

ok, saya cuma nak output je

and u know what?

log was actually comes from the word logarithm

and index got base as well as log

and i;m being add math geek..

today, i struggle-ed for addmath and sej

wth?!

kalau x keluar mmng aq x tahu lah~

dah memorize dah all those!

jebal~ keluarlah~

pffft =P

BACK.GROUND.MUSIC.CHANGED.

ngehehe~

dah hafal dah pinnochio by f(x)

but yeah

u guys must be sgt bored kan sbb asyik dgr lagu yg sama je kan?

POP pula tu

so,

i changed it to ballad song..

ke RnB?

ntah lah!

so,

LISTEN TO IT!

pffft~

yeah.suits.my.condition.na

I don’t wanna be in love alone
Wanna give you my heart
But you can’t be playin’ ‘cause
I don’t wanna be in love alone
See me falling, yeah
But I can’t be the only one

‘Cause I don’t wanna be in love alone
So give it to my straight,
Know you felling me baby
No I don’t wanna be in love alone
All on my body, I just can’t take it

Heart racing, it’s amazing
The way you got me off on my game
No secret, Imma go ahead and say it
Ya lovin’ got me felling this way (yeah, yeah)

If it’s an illusion
I need you to tell me now
No room for confusion
I need you to let it out

I don’t wanna be in love alone
Wanna give you my heart
But you can’t be playin’ ‘cause
I don’t wanna be in love alone
See me falling, yeah
But I can’t be the only one

‘Cause I don’t wanna be in love alone
So give it to my straight,
Know you felling me baby
No I don’t wanna be in love alone
All on my body, I just can’t take it

Staring into space
Thinking about the way you
Be having me calling your name
Get distracted, hard to focus
Boy you know you got me open
Wanna know

If it’s an illusion
I need you to tell me now
No room for confusion
I need you to let it out

I don’t wanna be in love alone
Wanna give you my heart
But you can’t be playin’ ‘cause
I don’t wanna be in love alone
See me falling, yeah
But I can’t be the only one

‘Cause I don’t wanna be in love alone
So give it to my straight,
Know you felling me baby
No I don’t wanna be in love alone
All on my body, I just can’t take it

Oh ooh oh ooh
Oh baby let me know
Whatever you wanna do (yeah, yeah)
I cane make it yours
If you ready for it
But you gotta me true, ‘cause I

I don’t wanna be in love alone
Wanna give you my heart
But you can’t be playin’ ‘cause
I don’t wanna be in love alone
See me falling, yeah
But I can’t be the only one

‘Cause I don’t wanna be in love alone
So give it to my straight,
Know you felling me baby
No I don’t wanna be in love alone
All on my body, I just can’t take it

LOVE ALONE

MISS A 

yah! are u not going to on9?

ok, tajuk tu septutnya utk buat status kat fb..

but

yeah

decide nak letak kat blog

and 

actually aq sedih gila!

T_T

sekolah cepat la sikit..

saya nak tgk kau..

pffft

i;m being mengada girl here

ayat yg aq cepat belajar

"x yah tgk muka pon dah tahu, MENGADA!"

ok

that's all..

THANK_YOU 

*hey, i like u ='(*

baby u;m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonley lonelyh~

i dont wanna love alone

ok, these are all comes from lirik lagu

but

hell yes~

we will always pick any words from lagu 

to describe our feeling kan~

XC

hmm.yeah.she's.away.

i.cried.when.i.read.this.

[DJ] When the world turns dark

And the rain quietly falls

Everything is still

[KK] Even today, without a doubt

I can’t get out of it

I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

[YS] Now

I know that it’s the end

I know that it’s all just foolishness

Now I know that it’s not true

[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for

Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking

Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well

Well this doesn't mean that I miss you, no it doesn't mean that

It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp

When it's the type of day that you really liked

I keep opening the raw memories of you

Making the excuse that it's all memories, I take a step forward

I don't even make the effort to escape

[DW] Now

I erased all of you

I emptied out all of you

But when the rain falls again

[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort

It all comes back, it must be looking for you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return

But looking at your happy face

[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one

Without the strength to stop you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?

I'm just regretting after like the stupid fool I am

Rain always falls so it will repeat again

When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again

When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

i was originally in korean

from the song titled

"on rainy days" 

by b2st

u guys should listen to 'em~ 

T_T

politics + me

hehe~

hm.hm.betul!

jyeah.stupidos.and.heaven.

hehe~ 

jgn lah dia baca..

kalau x,

mati aq x_x

kantoi nnti 

pffft~
ada pembetulan di situ..
cari sendiri!

something.stupid.

"somwthing stupid" was done during exam~

ngehehehe~

XD

happy mother's daaaayyy~

to view: click on the pictah


THANK YOU

ok.this.one.is.seriously.the.last.one.take.a.peek.

last2.lepasnixpost.dah

 jyeah..

tell me if i have to walk by again

eh..?! 

haha! 

 K I D D I N G

ni.sgt.bodoh.lah.

and this

 nmpk x ape the lil dog say?

he says 

"F u"

doo.bee.doo.bee.doo

 hahahaha! 

XD

bosan.lah.oi

 soooo true!

0.o

nah.amek.kau

x lah

bagi kat hubby la buat bendalah neh..

ngehehehe~ seriously

just kidding~ 

>,<

well.i.guess.it.happened.to.me.now.

haila~asyikpostje,bilalahnakaqnakstudyutkexamnnti

sorrylahspacebardahrosak

jadixdapatnakmenjarakkansemuawordstu

K I D D I N G

i.envy.her.sgt.sgt.sgt

 she got the look

she got hot body

she got beautiful smile

her eyes are sgt cantik!

she was called as

LEE HYORI

i.heart.kpop.

                  lee minho                                   kim hyung joong

THANK YOU 

=]

kyaaahh~!!

from the kdrama 'can u hear my heart'

woot2! the namja sgt daebak dan hensem!! 

>,<

i.want.it.so.badleyh.!

 and this

jyeah! XD

exdee!

		"You can’t watch porn on youtube, alright? I’ve tried many times, it doesn’t work."
		-Jay Park. niceee shot jay~ kantoi lah sapa tgk porn.. XD

phrase.i.loike

"I know about women. I know that they’re not men."

-SHINee: Minho.

 HAHA! of course meh~

"Well, if you’re talking about perfection, I’ll show you the image of my backside."

-SHINee: Onew.

ni lagi siot! hahaha! XD

subahanallah!

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. berkata, Rasulullah saw.

bersabda,“…Selagi akan datang suatu masa di mana

 orang yang beriman tidak akan dapat menyelamatkan

 imannya, kecuali bila ia lari membawanya dari suatu 

puncak bukit ke puncak bukit yang lain dan dari suatu

 lubang kepada lubang yang lain. Maka apabila zaman

 itu telah terjadi, segala pencarian (pendapatan

 kehidupan) tidak dapat dicapai kecuali dengan

 perkara yang membabitkan kemurkaan Allah swt…”.

 (HR Baihaqi)

things.i.hate.'bout.couple.

#these are all based on my opinion and my life#

1. peeps kalau nk cpl mesti tgk physical punya lah..! kesian kat ugly people like us.. duh! dasar ______ tak _____ (p/s: fill in the blank la eh..?)

2. i dont even got a chance to date with my boyf.. ok, i know.. maybe this sound weird 0.o but, seriously babe.. my parents wont allow me to go out with friends nak kata jantan.. mmng lagi x boleh la~! well, i dont care indeed.. in fact, i feel safer at home than go outing. 

3. i will get bored sometimes.. >,< 

4. and actually i'm a bosan type of person... x caya? tanya my axe (ex lah..) thank you.

5. and sometimes my feeling will fade away~ swoosh..! *i;m not that loyal.. am i?* guy yg can makes me feel the same way i felt during the very first time we met mmng daebak!


6. and kadang2.. kita kan kena jaga hati boyf.. i hate it! jongmal shiro! i like the type who dont really care what i did to him, playful, egoistic (?) jyeah~


7. hate it when the boyf sulk. yg ni mmng aq mls r nak pujuk.. buat apa? kau sulk alone is enough, x yah nak ask me to pujuk.. macam girl je..!


8. kalau kita couple pon, it doesnt mean that we'll be together with him like for.e.ver doh.. 


notes: love will not come only once. love will always exist in our hearts until we meet our true love. so, janganlah rasa broken hearted sangat when guys dump us.. u know, u will always meet the ones who suits u the best! (^_<) v


*ugh,, i guess banyak gila grammar mistakes and bla3 yg ada.. so, pls just dont care those typos, grammar errors and all that lah~* just read it and act like u understand it.. teehee~*

duh.puhlease.lah.

to all so called beauty out there:

"eeeuww.. muka macam ni pon ada org minat ke??"

"ugh, macam lah cantik sgt nak be friend ngan boys.. daaa~ please lah.."

"duh, he's mine! asallah dia nak rapat2 pulak ngan aq punya..ugh! macam lah muka cantik sgt!"

*i bet u that these words lah yg pop out dari those so called beauty out there..*

the thing is that:

1. u're not that HOT or even GORGEOUS pon lah nak kutuk org.. ada peeps yg much more kind hearted and cantik dari kau

2. x yah nak perasan sgt lah kan boys like u that much.. some of 'em just pretend that they like u but there's something else  yg diorang x show off depan u..

p/s: know what? being an ugly is unique lah~ and also.. take note eh, ugly is a new beauty nowadays~ 

yesterday.the day before.the day before the day before.

YESTERDAY


i went to school-study-doing my task as a prefect (and i was totally in heaven! >,<)-got back home-watch some kshows-do some h/works-solat lah bila dah tiba waktunya-sleep-


THE DAY BEFORE


i was at my hometown in JOHOR- visit my granny-met my cousins, aunties, uncles (they're sometimes arrogant and sometimes not.. ugh, not every one of 'em but SOME of 'em)-got back home- and of course solat bila tiba waktunya lah-


THE DAY BEFORE THE DAY BEFORE


i was at PAHANG-visit my father's friend's ladang and also Dato' K's and Siti's ladang (ugh, is ladang or kebun? ugh, some kind of land where peeps grow their crops)-and went back to my hometown in JOHOR.

today's. =]

hey guys

thanks for cheering me up

though sometimes it was 

SOO ANNOYING

u guys entertain me when i get bored

 T.H.AN.K.Y.O.U

for the peeps who always talk to me

while i'm waiting for my parents

:')

hahaha! yelah sgt.. grrr!